/ audacious

Sunday, October 30, 2005

i'm like stuck to the com these few days... hahas... so sian lar... today's my off day... muz sleep and rest as much as i could, or else the whole of next week i also can't get much rest...

i felt so old now. i'm actually missing everything in the world. i misses days of 4e3, misses days of ms chang's choir, misses the old tommy jeans. maybe is because of the absent of dickson and alan at work?? not that i'm unhappy at work, actually its quite fun with yucui they all, but i just suddenly misses the old times of tommy. i guess this is human feeling lar... we will always think that whatever that we "experience" first in one place is the best. and when smtg changes, part of our mind will somehow cannot accept it. like last time when ms chang left choir, we cannot accept anyone that came, cos she's unreplaceable in our heart. we didn't even give any chances to anyone then, that's why end up... hais...

call me mad or what ever, but i also misses times chionging for sales. although i know, just a part timer right, but when u see u hit target that particular day, or catch a big fish, u will have the sense of achievement one... i also misses times when the guys always try and make me laugh w all their craps... like jae, and wq... hahas... am i the same ah girl that they used to call? misses being the youngest. changes, hais...

{12:58:00 pm}